Thursday, October 26, 2006

Hide and Seek

                                      I’ve lost myself.

    Not under the bed, not at the bar, in a restaurant or at the school. I’ve just simply lost myself somewhere in the vastness of space…

         floating.

   Perhaps searching for a new body to inhabit, as this one is much too restrictive. I feel torn, unable to understand, or even able to care about this mindless engine seeming to power my life. Too many things tearing at me from too many directions created too many holes, holes that my not so nimble hands were unable to mend, and through these holes escaped my ’self’. Emptiness is heavy. Emptiness seems a harder burden to bear. Achieve world peace, sure, but filling the emptiness of my frozen soul… I shrug, indifference is my tool.  

Do you know where my ’self’ has gone? I’d really like to find me…

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